15 til 5 P.M. and I have just emerged from the shower and once again I am in fleece lounge pants and nightgown. yes once again. I declared this as a stay home do.nothing weekend. So have been in pajamas all weekend. Lazy maybe but such a weekend gives me time to read , to write to do anything I want to do. No agenda;no musts. eat when I am hungry-- do chores with no hurry. Washed clothes, dried them and hung them up and folded them as they came out which is not done with mid week laundry all too often.
Autumn is my favorite season as it tells us to relax and to muse. Spring re-awakes us, summer is run to this or to that for some reason. Winter is a close second to autumn but often it's most relaxed me days are due to fol weather so it is less of a choice. Also it has that frantic holiday season in its midst that spurs us to shop, create, give and host feasts. Nope autumn is my season. Weather allows travel if I wish to travel but with less on the must due schedule It is a season when I can just hang out at home and do only what the spirit moves me to do. I can rebuild my spirit this season.
Autumn is also the season of fragrance. The air is crisp,clear and at least where I live clean. It is a season filled with the spice of apple pies, pear claflouti, cider,
bean soup, roasted vegetables, pumpkin breads and pies. Not good for my weight loss but I am learning I do not have the entire thing at once. tonight roasted vegetables with evoo and herbs. Sharing helps. This week apple dump cake for teachers and claflouti for French club are on the docket. The claflouti is a sure thing; the other just a strong possibility.
Autumn is also a time for musing. With my "cuppa" ( coffee, tea)in hand I can lose myself just thinking. No navel contemplation but thoughts about beliefs( even at my age I have questions), prayer for family ad friends, future plans etc. To be honest I find pajamas help this contemplation mood. With them I need no mantras or oms as I am already in a comfort zone.
Tomorrow is a return to reality. Teaching in the am and groceries in the pm. Autumn will sustain me until next weekend which is another pajama weekend with ay luck. Just checked my schedule and no must do's are there--yet.
Sunday, October 7, 2012
Wednesday, October 3, 2012
Better day today. decisions made about the trip to Indiana. Becky understands why it is hard and expensive to go. Later when we do have to hurry and the pain is less we can travel to her.
Went to Yarn for a bit in the pm not the night class though as we were still discussing what to do. A visit there is always calming and especially when Shannon said I had not misdone a cable. Can now soldier on on the vest.. However Winston got in the one skein for my fair isle yoke. It may be simpler to get a new skein but am not planning on working on it for awhile. So tempted by the man's sweater class in Octber am I. ( Notice I can talk like yoda) However I want to finish on the needle projects before I tackle that. Therefore I will pass.
Day brightener ( is this a word?) my French one classes all passed the quiz with a c+ or above and the majority were "A's or B"s". Nothing makes me happier than to know they understand what we have been studying.
Am doing a reflection at night from IN TOUCH, it centers on Neiamiah.(?)Never have read that book before and it is interesting to dip my toe into something new. enlightening also about being sent to do something you feel unable to fulfill only to find that you can with His help. after all it is His plan.
time to motivate myself to prepare for tonight's comp 1 class. More tomorrow. May His grace make my wishes for you come to fulfillment.
Went to Yarn for a bit in the pm not the night class though as we were still discussing what to do. A visit there is always calming and especially when Shannon said I had not misdone a cable. Can now soldier on on the vest.. However Winston got in the one skein for my fair isle yoke. It may be simpler to get a new skein but am not planning on working on it for awhile. So tempted by the man's sweater class in Octber am I. ( Notice I can talk like yoda) However I want to finish on the needle projects before I tackle that. Therefore I will pass.
Day brightener ( is this a word?) my French one classes all passed the quiz with a c+ or above and the majority were "A's or B"s". Nothing makes me happier than to know they understand what we have been studying.
Am doing a reflection at night from IN TOUCH, it centers on Neiamiah.(?)Never have read that book before and it is interesting to dip my toe into something new. enlightening also about being sent to do something you feel unable to fulfill only to find that you can with His help. after all it is His plan.
time to motivate myself to prepare for tonight's comp 1 class. More tomorrow. May His grace make my wishes for you come to fulfillment.
Tuesday, October 2, 2012
So not a great day. My son in law lost his father to pancreatic cancer. His father had told no one and so it was a shock to find out about it.Yet Larry spent his last days not being seen as a dying ma, and may be that was his wish. Still his son and parents were deprived of knowledge that might let them cope with the loss a bit more easily. Spent today wondering of Sara and I were going to go out there,but does not look like it. I have 2 college classes, Bhs classes and 3 dogs to arrange for but Becky said they are fine and to save the dollars. So another visit later after some the pain has passed is in order.
Then at Yarn found out a friend's mother has a lump in her breast and this is October--cancer awareness month. Rather hear about cures, but God has other plans and I can accept it with the help of prayer.
Then at Yarn found out a friend's mother has a lump in her breast and this is October--cancer awareness month. Rather hear about cures, but God has other plans and I can accept it with the help of prayer.
Thursday, September 27, 2012
Okay. tonight I may step on some toes but the heavy fundamentalism and uber conservative Christianity that is emerging and blurring the line of separation of church and state upsets me. Anyone who reads this blog knows that faith is part of my inner core but i do not say a person must agree with my faith to have value. So many now use "faith" as a guideline for decisions but is it faith, fear or ignorance that is guiding them.
Condemning one who holds another faith is what gave birth to the holocaust and yes dang I do believe there was one. Muslims are not all bad, neither are Jews and anyone with a mind know s that not all Christians are good. People are people and if they are to be judged ( which by the way is God's job in any of the three great World faiths) they should be judged as people not as archetypes of their particular faith. Do not condemn a faith until you study it. The Koran contains the same stories as the old testament and preaches moderation in all things. Read some of it, people. You Need not believe but do not believe without thinking all the negative things said about it.
With some conservatives talking about no choice as to birth control ( i don't believe abortion is a proper after the fact birth control) and legitimate rape prevents conception. Even more idiotic are laws stating that life begins two weeks before conception.( yes at least two states have this on the books), I see a a revisionist attempt to put women back 50 or more years. One Ks. state senator a female by the way has stated if men took care of women , women would not need to vote and the 19th amendment which has wrecked families would not be needed. Whoa! lady i beg to disagree.
Priests and preachers are telling us how to vote. Some christian radio speakers. condemns those who do not strictly follow their policies. states are trying to give private ( church ) school vouchers for education and the money comes form public school funding. HMMMM. does any one see a theocracy in our future.? IF MY PREACHER INSERTS VOTING ADVICE INTO HIS HOMILY THEN MY CHURCH NEEDS TO SURRENDER ITS TAX EXEMPT STATUS ON ALL ITS PROPERTIES EVEN THOSE THAT ARE NOT STRICTLY CHURCH BUILDINGS.
OK1 it is off my chest and my mind you do not have to agree or even read this but I feel a whole lot better,
Condemning one who holds another faith is what gave birth to the holocaust and yes dang I do believe there was one. Muslims are not all bad, neither are Jews and anyone with a mind know s that not all Christians are good. People are people and if they are to be judged ( which by the way is God's job in any of the three great World faiths) they should be judged as people not as archetypes of their particular faith. Do not condemn a faith until you study it. The Koran contains the same stories as the old testament and preaches moderation in all things. Read some of it, people. You Need not believe but do not believe without thinking all the negative things said about it.
With some conservatives talking about no choice as to birth control ( i don't believe abortion is a proper after the fact birth control) and legitimate rape prevents conception. Even more idiotic are laws stating that life begins two weeks before conception.( yes at least two states have this on the books), I see a a revisionist attempt to put women back 50 or more years. One Ks. state senator a female by the way has stated if men took care of women , women would not need to vote and the 19th amendment which has wrecked families would not be needed. Whoa! lady i beg to disagree.
Priests and preachers are telling us how to vote. Some christian radio speakers. condemns those who do not strictly follow their policies. states are trying to give private ( church ) school vouchers for education and the money comes form public school funding. HMMMM. does any one see a theocracy in our future.? IF MY PREACHER INSERTS VOTING ADVICE INTO HIS HOMILY THEN MY CHURCH NEEDS TO SURRENDER ITS TAX EXEMPT STATUS ON ALL ITS PROPERTIES EVEN THOSE THAT ARE NOT STRICTLY CHURCH BUILDINGS.
OK1 it is off my chest and my mind you do not have to agree or even read this but I feel a whole lot better,
Wednesday, September 26, 2012
Totally amazed at how calm my world is right now. Not at all sure why it is but going to enjoy it while it lasts and hope heavily that mentioning this calm does not jinx it away.
My class schedule helps with this. Five days a week I am at the high school teaching French which I love. I also teach for the local junco and this semester it is two nights a week. The break between is around five hours and I have to let down my high
school mindset and readjust for the college level.
The dogs give me exercise--- have to walk them. They give me laughter and they give me love. At times the love is a bit much as Winston my 60 lb 8month English bulldog wants to be in my lap with a paw on each shoulder and his head cuddled next to my neck. It is a habit that I am breaking. He is just too much of a load.
Am about to embark on an adventure at the end of October-- the gals in the sweater class all wanted to go the Yarn hop ( 12 shops in Kansas) but none of us wanted to go alone. Talking about this brought out our mutual desire and next we checked dates and made plans, Now we are going together and are going Saturday and returning on Sunday. Such random events can create friendships.
Time to put the dogs up and think about going to McPherson and my comp 1 class. tomorrow night it is Newton and comp 2. Friday is a day off at the high school. Might
think about hitting the new Kohls.
My class schedule helps with this. Five days a week I am at the high school teaching French which I love. I also teach for the local junco and this semester it is two nights a week. The break between is around five hours and I have to let down my high
school mindset and readjust for the college level.
The dogs give me exercise--- have to walk them. They give me laughter and they give me love. At times the love is a bit much as Winston my 60 lb 8month English bulldog wants to be in my lap with a paw on each shoulder and his head cuddled next to my neck. It is a habit that I am breaking. He is just too much of a load.
Am about to embark on an adventure at the end of October-- the gals in the sweater class all wanted to go the Yarn hop ( 12 shops in Kansas) but none of us wanted to go alone. Talking about this brought out our mutual desire and next we checked dates and made plans, Now we are going together and are going Saturday and returning on Sunday. Such random events can create friendships.
Time to put the dogs up and think about going to McPherson and my comp 1 class. tomorrow night it is Newton and comp 2. Friday is a day off at the high school. Might
think about hitting the new Kohls.
Monday, September 24, 2012
knitting lessons
Waiting for the repair man, it is Monday and I am not in school and he is not here. emailed him last night and talked to him at 8,>M. this morning. Wondering now if I will get to parent teacher conferences. I am not really patient o this type of thing. I want it done now.Guess I will have to offer the wait up as a lesson in living with things you cannot control. We all need schooling in this are at times.
Knitting teaches me this lesson every time I pick up my needles. It takes time to produce a garment and it takes patience to do it right. Of course like all knitters i usually have several projects going so I can switch from one to another. Believe me boredom does not produce patience. At the moment I am doing a wingspan scarf and two sweaters. There are two things on needles that I have laid aside more less permanently, but I console myself that I can do them when I fully retire.
Knitting has taught me fellowship. At Yarn everyone is welcome so teachers, teens,men, spinners, and old babes like me sit around a table needles clicking and tongues talking. Ideas good and bad are explored about life and of course projects. each one teaches one also. few leave that place not feeling renewed and cared for.Andrea the Knitting savant and Shannon the owner have the knack of blending groups and making individuals feel good at the same time.
Knitting has taught me pride in my work. Binding off a project signals its end and my feeling of accomplishment. Even with my individual variations( others may call the errors) I have achieved a goal and there is innate pride in that.
My grandmother James taught me to knit> Little did she know the gift she gave me. Each stitch I knit is a bitof gratitude to her and brings her nearer in my memory.
Knitting teaches me this lesson every time I pick up my needles. It takes time to produce a garment and it takes patience to do it right. Of course like all knitters i usually have several projects going so I can switch from one to another. Believe me boredom does not produce patience. At the moment I am doing a wingspan scarf and two sweaters. There are two things on needles that I have laid aside more less permanently, but I console myself that I can do them when I fully retire.
Knitting has taught me fellowship. At Yarn everyone is welcome so teachers, teens,men, spinners, and old babes like me sit around a table needles clicking and tongues talking. Ideas good and bad are explored about life and of course projects. each one teaches one also. few leave that place not feeling renewed and cared for.Andrea the Knitting savant and Shannon the owner have the knack of blending groups and making individuals feel good at the same time.
Knitting has taught me pride in my work. Binding off a project signals its end and my feeling of accomplishment. Even with my individual variations( others may call the errors) I have achieved a goal and there is innate pride in that.
My grandmother James taught me to knit> Little did she know the gift she gave me. Each stitch I knit is a bitof gratitude to her and brings her nearer in my memory.
Sunday, September 23, 2012
the me in me
Been pondering what makes me me for a story circle prompt due by the end of the month. When I look in the mirror I see the physical me---- a bit wrinkled and a bit skinnier than last year. Happy about the latter and to tell the truth the first does not bother me as I have earned every one of them. But that is not all of me?
Genetically i am 73% British Isles, 13% northern European and 13% southern European. How can I state that? Sent my DNA in for the ancestry, com test. The results put paid the native american myth in our family unless is in the missing!%. Guess it could be as the Kistlers and Baileys moved west with the early settles pre-revolution. James, Shubert and Burns all came later.When I lived in South Dakota i was teased about my Lakota Momma shape. As my genetic pool is Welsh, German,Scottish and English I guess if it is a 1% native american from way back when it would be eastern woodland not Lakota.
Professionally I am an educator but I have been more than that. I have reported for three newspapers and did photos for them too. I have worked at the Powderhorn pizza , a hospital, and sold Avon. I was also a farm wife for twenty-five years and that is work. All honest ways to turn a buck and each satisfying in its own way. To tell the truth I have never had a job I did not like. Those coal miner genes kicking in.
I am a mother and proud of it. My three daughters fill me with pride and they are the best things I have ever done. Their families add to my stash of things to smile about. Raising them was not easy but they are strong women who continue to bless my life.
I am a lover of spring and fall. books,children dogs, and knitting. Not sure if there is an order of preference as i love them all. Time for all seems to be there.
Somewhere along the road to me, i became color blind and a person who strongly believes that money is nice but mankind's welfare is ultimately more important. If that makes me a liberal , my friends will have to live with it If someone treats me with respect I return respect no matter their color, religion or sexual orientation.We are all god's creations and trite as it sounds he does not make junk. Oh how i would like to jab Romney here. guess i am really liberal.
Enough of me. Like Popeye I am what I am.
Genetically i am 73% British Isles, 13% northern European and 13% southern European. How can I state that? Sent my DNA in for the ancestry, com test. The results put paid the native american myth in our family unless is in the missing!%. Guess it could be as the Kistlers and Baileys moved west with the early settles pre-revolution. James, Shubert and Burns all came later.When I lived in South Dakota i was teased about my Lakota Momma shape. As my genetic pool is Welsh, German,Scottish and English I guess if it is a 1% native american from way back when it would be eastern woodland not Lakota.
Professionally I am an educator but I have been more than that. I have reported for three newspapers and did photos for them too. I have worked at the Powderhorn pizza , a hospital, and sold Avon. I was also a farm wife for twenty-five years and that is work. All honest ways to turn a buck and each satisfying in its own way. To tell the truth I have never had a job I did not like. Those coal miner genes kicking in.
I am a mother and proud of it. My three daughters fill me with pride and they are the best things I have ever done. Their families add to my stash of things to smile about. Raising them was not easy but they are strong women who continue to bless my life.
I am a lover of spring and fall. books,children dogs, and knitting. Not sure if there is an order of preference as i love them all. Time for all seems to be there.
Somewhere along the road to me, i became color blind and a person who strongly believes that money is nice but mankind's welfare is ultimately more important. If that makes me a liberal , my friends will have to live with it If someone treats me with respect I return respect no matter their color, religion or sexual orientation.We are all god's creations and trite as it sounds he does not make junk. Oh how i would like to jab Romney here. guess i am really liberal.
Enough of me. Like Popeye I am what I am.
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